Maths Breather

I need a break from Maths.

Guess I decided to hang around here for awhile.

So I've been feeling pretty off lately.

No, actually, confused.

This is part and parcel of life.

Full of hellos and goodbyes...

People come and go.

They leave to chase their dreams,

& usually I would really really hate them for leaving me behind,

only to come back a few years later,

or during their breaks.

But now,

it's the other way round.

The news was pretty shocking to my soul.

It felt like someone just slapped me left and right.

I'm just not ready. At all.

It really hurts to think about it.

Every night, I lie on my bed, thinking.

It's not about the good-byes,

it's about the distance.

I feel so attached to my friends here.

I don't go a day without thinking about them at least once.

It's for good but,

it also means leaving behind so many things, memories, etc.

But I guess everybody has to be selfish for once in their life.

You gotta move on, chase your dreams.

Today, I mean, yesterday was the last day of college.

Next week comes the final exams,

& that's it.

I don't intend to talk about what's gonna happen after all that.