Just Being Unopinionated

You can say that I'm being 'siu hei'.

You can say I'm being childish.

You can say I'm getting all worked up for no reason.

You can say I'm PMS-ing.

But if YOU put yourself in MY shoes,

you'd think otherwise.

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Look, okay.

I'm very opened 'bout things.

If I'm not meant to be doing it or meant to be going there,

it doesn't matter.

So you really didn't have to jaga my feelings by not talking about college in front of me.

I don't feel sorry for myself anymore kay?

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So what if I was the one who was 90% going MCKL in the first place?

Things changed okay?

And my career choice now requires Science Foundation.

Does MCKL offer that?

So what is there for you to feel bad 'bout going there?

I don't understand.

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You want to talk 'bout it, talk in front of me lah.

You abandoned me in the other chat box.

I was waiting for one of you to talk okay.

The worst part is,

"What are you doing?''

'' :S ?''

''No seriously..''

''I told you edi, watching korean drama.''

You could've told me honestly,

then I wouldn't have been so pissed.

Why are you guys being so secretive..

Do you know how your friend feels?

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I know that you didn't wanna make me emo or anything.

Thanks for that.

But I have my plans and we're working it out already.

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You made me feel like you pitied me.

Like, ''Poor Sam, can't go MCKL, let's not talk 'bout it there. Talk here lah.''

And I never liked it when somebody pity me.

Besides,

I'm really pleased to know that you're going there.

Good to know that you have finally decided on something for real.

I also hope you'll find your hottie there.

(No sarcasm.)

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Yesterday I asked you,

"Wanna hang out tomorrow?''

You said you're tired.

I'm asking you to hang out with me one last time before you go college and you tell me that you're tired.

And I'm going for that 6 hour thing with or without you.

I need my license.

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Stop for a lil while and think.

Put yourselves in my situation.

Thanks.