Not A Book

Sometimes I really wonder why people can be so judgemental.

Yes,

judgemental people.

I can't say that I don't judge but,

I'm changing.

And kids nowadays should be less shallow-minded!

Casually scrolling down Facebook and I see a status 'bout doin' the last paper and then partying.

Someone commented:

''It's quite lame you can't bring alcohol to prom.''

Although it doesn't concern me,

I got quite irritated actually.

Who the hell said a party can only be cool with liquor involved?

Typical.

Kid goes to college thinks she's all cool and partying.

It's not set in stone that you have to drink to be cool or whatever.

I know that some of you may think that I'm contradicting myself,

since I did mention goin' clubbing in my previous post.

But let me clarify myself.

YES. I did go to a club.

But,

you don't have to drink.

YES. I drank one bottle of beer and that was it.

See, the thing is,

I never said clubbing was the cool thing to do.

In fact, I think it's quite wild.

I don't drink because it's deemed 'cool'.

I do it because I choose to.

Like,

it's my personal lifestyle preference..

you know?

I like that life, I think it's my way of chilling out and having fun.

The thrill and the music, it just drives me.

&

besides, my mom knows so..

I do it.

As long I know my limits,

and most importantly,

I've got my education under control as well.

I'm sure I've mentioned this before,

people who party are not all 'party animals'.

Seriously?

Oh you goody-two-shoes.

Good on ye', mate.

I'd rather to have done all the 'wrong' things in life,

than not have done it AT ALL.

Everyone has their on life,

and they live for themselves.

Live yours the way you think is right :)

Keep your judgementing glasses away..

Pause and think before you judge.

Reason for my disappearance

Yes, yes..

I know I've been MIA for a bit..

But I can explain!

The thing is,

I've been busy with college and everyone is either:

1. Feeding me with Diwali sweets

or

2. Inviting me to their wedding reception

Also,

We've been celebrating the Festival of Lights 

(Though, it doesn't really concern my heritage)

&

The Wi-fi was down for more than a week.

I've never felt any more irritated!

It's so weird. Like, I don't know what to do without wifi.

And the technician took like what felt like centuries to come and fix the line.

Everyday I'd call him a gazillion times and it's always:

"Ah yes ma'am. Seri seri. For sure I'll tell the man to rectify today."

So!

To apologize,

here's a picture for you.

This was taken the night we went clubbin at Pasha on Diwali Eve :)

We got an exclusive invite to Pasha, one of the poshest club in the city 

&

the place was awesome.

The best part is,

our friend who studies at the music school brought some people who were producers, actors and models.

Guess you could say our drinks were paid for and we girls had 2 bouncers to ourselves.

I'm not gonna start on the hot French guy...

And just 2 days back we attended the wedding reception of our Prosthodontics lecturer.

:D

And this is my new saree!

Picked it from Soch just the day before.

Clutch from Mochi.

What do you think?

I absolutely love it!

Because it looks North Indian, I honestly don't fancy South Indian sarees.

Also lovin' the embroidery on the material!

This saree is also really light! I actually thought it would be heavy!

Phew.

It's also a lil more mod,

as you can see the material is quite see-through...

A little pricey,

but totally worth the money!

Gotta thank my Dad :)

Ahhh,

feeling nostalgic tonight.

Currently missing my 3 lovelies.

You know who ya'll are.

When can we Skype/Google+ ?

My Latest Investment!

Hey guys!

This is a follow up on my post about how I do my make-up..

http://canineharem.blogspot.in/2012/10/how-i-do-it.html

So yesterday

 I went to Express Avenue here in Chennai to do some shopping for my upcoming Fashion Show in college.

&

I was at MAC to see if they have anything suitable.

I have to say I'm quite disappointed :(

Even the Lady Gaga series didn't impress me much.

Then,

I came across this cosmetic store that I've absolutely never heard of before.

It's called INGLOT.

(Right next to Charles&Keith)

Pretty sure they don't have a branch in Malaysia.

And I have to say,

INGLOT is my absolute favourite cosmetic store now because all their colours are superb!!!

The shop had a very sophisticated look

&

their Lipstick line is fantastic!

They had every colour on the colour chart!

Yes, blue purple white etc etc <3 p="p">

And all their products are 100% made in Germany

From INGLOT:

Soft Precision Eyeliner No.31

Like I said before,

these are fantastic in making your eyes appear bigger.

Falsies!!

Yeap this is the EXACT one I bought.

I told the lady that I wanted something that looked natural and at the same time a lil dramatic,

so she recommended this.

They had an entire wall dedicated to false lashes!!!

It was a lil pricey,

but I prefer not to be 'kedekut' on cosmetic products because it concerns the skin.

I got home and googled up INGLOT,

only to find out that their actually HUUUUGE.

& I was right,

they have no branches in Malaysia :(

Remember how I said that I didn't like to use the conventional mascaras because they get clumpy?

I found my next solution!

The Maybelline Colossal Volum Express (waterproof)

These are waterproof and clump-free!

Did I mention how LONG my eyelashes were after applying one coat??

This is 'Made In Italy'

New BB cream:

Maybelline ClearGlow in 02 Radiance

This one matches my skin tone and I bought it simply because my old BB cream is kinda finishing.

hehehe.

The Maybelline products mentioned can be bought at Guardian/Watsons..

I think.

So yeah!

These are my latest investment :D

Really happy and satisfied.

To add on to this,

my fashion show outfit is settled!

I couldn't be anymore relieved!

Happiness?

"It's almost incredible isn't it?
Things don't necessarily have to be in order in your life, but it's okay. 
They're just good enough that you can still smile and laugh, and maybe, just maybe, even love.
It's knowing all the wrong things in your life but not focusing on them. It's pushing the drama behind you and pulling that smile out front. It's not a fake front and secretly being miserable inside. No.

It's dealing with all the crap in your life first, so you can enjoy being happy, really happy afterwards. You've got to cry to be able to appreciate a smile. 

There's no easy path to happiness.
But when you reach it, not a million words can describe the feeling."

You know,

it's funny how one person can make you happy.

So happy.

That person can be so darn annoying but you don't care,

simply because,

they make you truly happy :)

Now,

I'm not talking bout the kind of happiness your parents or siblings or whoever gives you.

I'm talking 'bout that special happiness a special someone gives you.

&

for me,

true happiness is when that person shares my happiness too.

Frankly speaking,

I'm the last person on Earth right now to ever want a relationship.

In fact,

I've alsolutely chuck that idea out the window.

I'm done with it for now.

So, right now, happiness is quite subjective for me.

I can just chill out with that someone special on the weekends,

just watching Iron Man on TV,

or just sit around aimlessly with the iPod on shuffle,

or even just cuddle in bed and have deep conversations..

as long it gives me happiness.

See, who needs to have a boyfie or a girlfie to be happy.

Goddamn, you can even be in a relationship and NOT be happy.

&

I think I'm happier this way :)

You know what,

I even find happiness in sitting alone and singing along to my iPod.

*foreveralone*

However,

all this may be temporary.

I hope that someday I'd find my permanent happy pill.

We all have our ways of finding happiness.

I hope you find yours too :)

Hitting 19!

To one of the best person that has ever appeared in my life,

WELCOME TO 19 PRY!

:D

So how's it like being older?

I may not be there to bring you for movies or good food in Ampang,

but I do owe you one!

Another year!

Maybe all the happiest things in life come your way :)

You deserve all the best things in life!

Words can't describe how depressed I feel for not being there on your birthday.

I'm pretty sure my presence (& Leong's) would lighten the entire occasion by a bit.

HAHA

Okay,

You take care luv!

Love ya lots.

I'll see you soon

x