Realization

So Sri's 21st birthday went on for 2 days,

ending with an aweeesssssoooooommmeee night at Dublin.

Yes, Dublin. Again.

We always end up at Dublin because we're personal friends with the DJ,

and since it's in Park Sheraton Hotel, also it's a safe and classy place..

So yeah!

OOTD

Anyways,

after that night,

I realised that..

Feelings that come back, are feelings that never went away.

It's true.

Don't ask me how I came to this realisation!

You know you really miss somebody when you wished they were there while you're having fun.

And that feeling lingers til the very next day..

But the worst part is,

your relationship with that person is slightly on the floppy side..

and things are just stagnant.

So,

You can't even tell them you miss them.

Meh.

But whatever,

this too shall pass :)

It was a good night out!

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Anger

Control your temper, or let it control you.

Think before you speak. 

I finally understood this today.

So today was a close friend, Sri's big 21st!

And we decided to bring her to this awesome Thai restaurant called Benjarong.

OMFGTHESEAFOODTOMYAM

As usual the birthday girl was really surprised and giggly and happy and everyone else was just hungry.

hahaha

So let's skip the part where we all had Thai food orgasm

and jump straight to the cake part.

So we all sang her the birthday song,

with me holding a HUGE chocolate cake with 'HAPPY BIRTHDAY' candles..

Somewhere during our cake feast,

Sri was feeding another close friend, A.

And another friend, B who is homosexual was just admiring Sri's hair.

A then whispered something to Sri, and Sri just burst our laughing,

telling B:

''Hahah B, A and I not like you and your girlfriend lah..''

I guess you could say B got pissed and said:

''You know what A, you should just shut the fuck up and mind your own business.''

And she stomped off to sit at the other side.

Everyone just stopped eating their cake and there was this super awkward silence.

And I was just like controlling my anger, and I went like:

"I LIKE MY CHOCOLATE CAKE :DDD IT'S SO NICEEEEE"

Tried to break the silence but..

See, I got really.. really... reaaaaaaally pissed.

But I had to control myself.

Sri's roommate actually started screwing B while I sat quietly.

Things got really awkward afterwards..

My friends actually said that they were proud that I didn't say anything,

coz it would have came out really harsh.

Trust me,

it took alot of self control.

B pulled a really long face for the rest of the day although it was her fault.

This is why you should always think before you speak.

And no matter what, you should never ever show your true emotions in public.

Ahhhh, attitude, attitude.

Til next time!